It is a 1st of September. 

I have been off this blog for quite some time for various reasons, but as well as the need to justify paying for the domain, I feel like I need to come back to dedicating this time once a week just for myself. 

1st of September is a rather significant date. This is the date when all kids start school, teachers go back to teaching and students start studies. 

For me, I would usually start my yearly gratitude journal on this date as well as the ‘magic’ 28 day practice, so it would end on my birthday at the end of the month.

I am not feeling it right now. And not because something is wrong, but, because change is also good. It is ok to change your mind, it is ok to see that I cannot keep up with writing and photography simultaneously and instead of trying to merge it, learn to divide it. AND that is OK.

I am actually on the night shoot tonight at Leavesden studios in London aka the place where they filmed Harry Potter. My first time filming here ever this week and that in itself is feeling like a milestone. The script supervisor who thought me, worked on Harry Potter, I visited the studio tour over 10 years ago as a guest and now I m sitting here in front of a massive water tank with my WB production pass on. Pretty cool. 

I miss feeling grateful and inspired. I know that I need to find my way back to me. Let this be the first step.

Cheers with a glass full of elephant!

75/81 – the count down of how long I have been on this job for. 75 days out of 81.